idonutk
In a migraine world
Alright girl
A too bright swirl
Just another
Aura
Lunch break horra'
Hey there nightlight girl
Make time all night girl
Not even time
On your side girl
So fill out that headache journal
Every line behind too
Nobody feeding you
Now shoo
Nightmare girl
Is that blood on the floor
Plug your nose
And get back to the door
Shit to do
Too much for you
Nightlight girl
I didn't call
I didn't mean to build that wall
No time at all
Snack time girl
Microwave stops
Fuze pops
Or collection stops
Taking time to knock
Hey there nightlight girl
Another all night girl
Stomach rot girl
Doing your best girl
It's just another
Too bright girl
#migraines suck
2025-11-03 06:27*
idonutk
Not to be rude
But it's kind of
Screwed
That
🫂
Is in
My top 10
Emjoies used.
#🫂
2025-10-25 04:39*
idonutk
Still there
Taking up space
In a room with no air
Matte paint
Feeling a little faint
Waiting like a saint
Or just a stain
After too much rain
Left behind
Just to remind
Of holes we didn't find
Maybe even tried
Following in my mind
Through the drywall
Rafters
Down the hall
And eaves
Under too many leaves
Could scream
We always leave
Wet paint
In my hair
Not the fumes
Sucking up all the air
Be aware
Leaving me feeling bare
Beware
Be where.
#I woke from a nap convinced my guest bedroom had a leak #I was so upset and anxious and it was a dream
2025-10-23 16:50
idonutk
Why why
Try, find, or fine
Either way
Chewing time
Like I didn't stay up all night
Just to miss first light
Y'all noon's
Held up
Like a runner up
Stuck on dialup
Meet in the middle
Now my packets don't pick up
Middle man
Middle ma'am
Big smile and I'm in your hand
Could it be
All a scam
Alarm buzzing
We're back
Hit the button
Red alert
False alarm
What's the diff
Doesn't matter
Soon I'll have a skiff
Walk out and tell my boss
We were never BFF
Beep beep beep
That's a snooze
And now the lights up too
And you forgot
You lost your keys at the zoo
#hustle culture is very serious #so am i
2025-10-19 02:40*
idonutk
I can't say
I keep thinking my way
Around how even
On a sunny picnic day
I'm think about parking lots out late
Road to nowhere
With posts here and there
Lights cause the worlds not fair
All faults and wear
Out here
I shouldn't say
I keep thinking my way
Into the shade
And a night away
Not so
So not so
All this space
That doesn't know
What it's like to be any place
I can't say
I keep thinking why
We're all just space
For that one night where
I have asphalt in my back
And the sky is way too far away
We didn't fight but
The moon's far away
Full of faults that only fade
When they're paved
I can say
Anything
In this space
That's isn't anyplace
So very late
#I mistimed my walk because summers over and I can't stop
2025-10-17 00:37*
idonutk
I always bring a book
Because there's always a wait
Too early in a world that's struggling
To be only fifteen minutes late
Too anxious so I carry
Words with me like a weight
On time
Because I'm rushing away
From my brain
Every moment of every day
And I know
So I never say
Please
Don't worry
Don't hurry
While
Another page
Turning me away
#maybe I just have anxiety idk
2025-10-16 19:32*
idonutk
Never taken
And never left
Questions never asked
Just in case
#I'm reading Mad Honey and it's very relatable
2025-10-15 17:45*
idonutk
Are still
Hot
Much dimmer
Relative to
What
When bones
Vaporize
Without needing
Touch
Thrown
On solar winds
Just particles
Not even
Dust
When relative
Where is
Close
Enough
When it's me
They'll point
To yours
Soon
Enough
Some things
Are still
Hot
#I guess this is angst
2025-10-14 06:49*
idonutk
I'm pretty sure
Pleasant and surprised
Please don't overanalyze
It means a lot
It does not
There there
Well aware
I'm pretty, sure
Pleasant, a surprise
Please don't overanalyze
I mean a lot
I do not
There there
Fix my hair
I didn't dare
Present, sometimes
Please don't, I'll cry
A lot
Or not
They're there
Thin air
I didn't fare
Pieces slide and
Places don't empathize
Means
Or not
Hear nor there
Aether
2025-10-08 05:38*
idonutk
I'm calm and collected
Inside my head
Whole dash illuminated
Warning warning
Put tape over that
Everything's everything
No dread
Cause I don't turn my head
Did you see that
Nah, it could be bad
Don't look back
Hindsight just talks back
Dead end
But that fence
Doesn't look too bad
Clawing over cause
I can't step back
And ask
I don't get mad
Cause I might be mad
And it might look bad
If I'm anything but rad
Please ask
I don't care about that
But really, did you hear that
Wasn't me, of course
Probably rumors
People like that
Calm and collected
Behind my eyes
Everything static
Just lunch
Tuna salad
2025-09-29 16:06*
idonutk
I love
How love
Means everything
To some
And nothing
To others
I love
Just thinking
About sinking
In like warm waters
That take away
Cold shoulders
Dreary days
And old
Lovers
I love
Anyway
Too far gone
To lament
The times gone
Wrong
I love
Well past
But wells last
Water slowly
Seeps back
Recharging
They call that
I love
Being drawn up
Fill another glass
Or whistle kettle
Or dilute cask
I love
For those who're
Whiskey
Ice
And class
2025-09-29 07:10*
idonutk
Do you ever wonder if
Out of all the things
This was it
Told to never
Wonder even a bit
That was it
Everyday's a bit
And now with leaves a drift
This can't be it
Do you ever wonder how
If you could
But couldn't then
Told you weren't pinned
By all the things penned
On pages and not your lips
I've never wondered if
This was that
Everything wasn't it
#fall i guess
2025-09-24 04:38*
idonutk
I know I
Should take that bus ride
But then I
Grew up gripping the
Streering wheel a bit tight
How do I translate
That freedom to life where
I know I
Can pack up and drive
Whatever out of my life
What's it like
When everything's
Running on time
Where I can close my eyes
Lights slip by
Can I sleep at night
Remembering those times
When trash bags and fog lights
I cried, that bais of mine
Leave a lot behind
#a bit more toxic nostalgia #probably
2025-09-24 04:32*
gcd
One, two
Terribly blue
I could skip a few
Beats between
What a scene
I keeps seeing
Where I'm being
And there's no
Well, wouldn't you like to know
Except, it didn't go
There's reception
It me
No bandwidth, you know
I wouldn't
Not when the hinges creek
Moon in the lake
Lap at my days
Each Plank's
Sigh
Whisper
Throw me away
When you ping
I'll scream
Warranty expired
Last thing I'll see
In the lake, baby
#poetry #idk where this one was going
2025-09-18 05:29*
idonutk
Small town checklist
Main street murals
And grandma clutching pearls
Old ford
New Benz
Maybe some
Rust n' dents
Just a stroll to sunset
Looking good
Couldn't rest
Can't remember
When that was open last
Up at dawn
So the man can
Put me down
Small town
Estate sales all around
Grandma's pearls
Everything they didn't say
Grandkids didn't stay
Pancake breakfast
There's a wait
Just like '98
When up at 6
Meant pancake breakfast
#nostalgia
2025-09-15 11:11